break-up

tyku

still holdin' on. got

hopes that we'll get back

togetha...who the

hell am i kiddin?

i don't need this, don't

want u....but i do.

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break-up....

nothing congenial,

nothing the least bit convivial

about it all.

...in a room

stained red...u across from

me, me

across from you

eternity it seems...u smirk

i'm hot, got agitation

rubbin' my back. i really needed you to

be serious.

u couldn't help it...you were high on something...

poor you....

floatin away on some substance...some powdered cloud,

no grip on reality.

simple questions...will you fuck with me? will you ride with me?

will we...continue on...will we create

new memories for the

new year?

will we?

will we?

to be truthfully honest, you say,

i don't have a desire to do this anymore...or

something like that.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

did i capture the moment right?

did I get all of yo words right?

ultimately you gave me the realease I truly

needed...

I still can't seem to let go...often wonderin'

if you hurt as much as I do down inside.

Chile, i'm up for a

Golden Globe and Lifetime Acheivemet Award!

Shit!

I don' played the role of 'Pretend' for so

damn long...the people BETTER recognize me!

break-up....

i still think of you often...

i wonder if you even think of me.

"House of Atreus" Publishing/2006